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     yipee!! trials are over…muahahahhaha…i’m free for the moment…haiz…i wonder what shud i do…hmm..tml got AGM…sunday goin 2 junne’s hse 2 watch TVXQ rising sun concert…ahahahahaha…

     i’ve realised dat during d whole period b4 trials…i was addicted 2 dem…i go on9 EVERYDAY to search 4 their stuffs in youtube…ahahahax..but…i oso got study wan geh…loading dat time do latihan lor…hahah…

     i’ve also realised dat i like xiah…jun su…XD…uhh…i-may…if u’re reading dis..dun worry…i won’t take him from you…hahaha..u can haf him…actually..i liked him after i watched their exclusive story..it’s bout their numbers in balloons…xiah looked soooo CUTE there…aaaahhhhh…..sugoi kawaii desu nee….really…ahahahha…

    haiz…jz now was chatting with che-che…she sent me a whole document on korean language…it’s super complicated…fui yoh…c oso headache…maybe it’s because d words are small….hmm..maybe…

    i went 2 yesasia.com jz now..i saw TVXQ t-shirt…i wanna buy…but…it’s SOOO expensive..bout rm80 bucks…wah….pk lor..if i buy…den i saw xiah’s pendent…rm400++++….i wanted it…too expensive….haiz…maybe dat’s how dey get rich…hmm…maybe…i oso saw their piano score..rm62++ i wanted dat…but oso expensive…neway there’s no guarantee dat i’ll play it..so it mught be a waste of money if i bought it….den i saw their 3rd storybook…rm72++ got cd, vcd, all 5 of dem single poster(giant size)..stickers..a lot of stuff…i wanted dat too..but it doesn’t have subtitles….

        i went 2 ebay 2 search 4 it too…i found d ears of xiah in balloons…d 2 white thing on his head…so cute..but it costs rm80++…really expensive…so i gave up…haiz…maybe next time…i’ll ask opop 2 go 2 concert…mummy for d storybook…XD ahahahahha…or maybe d shirt…hmm…

       oh yea….jz now tan tan oso got on9..so i asked her whether she knows dbsk anot…but she dunno..so i sent her some of their songs and 2 pics….ahahahah…she likes d songs….nyek nyek nyek…

  ok…gtg…wanna watch tv…ahahahah..

i have a confession to make…i think i’m afraid of adults…they seem so powerful…so big…so wise…it scares me…adults..urrrggghhh….*shiver*…to think i’ll be one in a few more years time…freaks me out…nevermind…i’ll take things as they come…

interactors…hmm…i think people hu joins interact club are lalas’…lalas means wannabes…hungry for friends…wanting attention….i think…nvm…don’t mind me…jz giving my opinion….the reason i don’t join interact club is it’s too crowded…too many people…and too many people annoys me…

haiz…few more days to trial…not much time left…need to start studying….got gerak gempur comin up too…argh….can’t on9 so much…this might be the last post till after trials…so…bye!!

           suddenly science class went boring…uninteresting…dark and gloomy….it was electricity i was learning…man….that topic is soooooo boring….pn.seow’s lucky that i din fall asleep in d lab…hate that topic la….ish…

         i cried last night….i couldn’t solve maths questions…koko wouldn’t teach me…i mean…he doesn’t teach me properly…that idiot….i wouldn’t talk to him…so in d end..mummy had 2 ask him…lolz…

        i suddenly feel i hate everyone…xcept my parents…i hate ping qing….stupid girl…biting people’s hands for nothing…now my forehand is blue-black…idiot…KEEP YOUR TEETH TO YOURSELF U IDIOT!!! it’s good enough that i forgive you….for i’m very small-hearted..but today…u made me angry..i hate you….you know sometimes…your aggresiveness got just over the limit…your chatterbox behaviour gets on my nerves…i hate you for that…hate you hate you….and stop saying my flesh is tender and soft…go bite something else…u idiot!!!

      and you junne!! i know your vocabulary and grammar is good…and you have d english accent…so what?!! it doesn’t gives you the right to say nasty things…u keep on using hurtful adjectives at me…at other people….you say foul words….u’re UNCIVILISED!!! i never like people who uses foul words…damn you junne…damn you!!!

     i hate everybody….i hate everyone….everyone…and i mean everyone…including myself…i hate myself for hating so many people…i hate myself for being so stupid….i hate myself for me….maybe i’m better off alone…i don’t go along with many people…i’m a loner…i’m not afraid of being alone..alone is my friend…it sticks with me….

      hate ppl…hate humans…..hate everything……

         Today went for duty..8am went 2 hq..wait..wait..wait…saw sir ng…dun k..den wait..kar yee..sym..n pq came liao..den madam came..den oso got one korean gurl..she say she study english here in ipoh wor..di samping do voluntary work..her name is elli…so v wait..chit chat..den sir manin came…all of us..sit 2 ambulance..madams sit sir manin ambulance..v sit sir ng wan…

     v went 2 canning garden punya orphans home..it’s d hannah house..=.=” my bus fetches 2 students frm there..i saw them…but din talk 2 them…go there help dem serve breakfast to dem..d kids..dey eat liao..v help dem wash plate..my uniform kena one drop of curry…waaa…but it means i got do work..kaka..den..v went back 2 hq…den madam ask us whether wana go parade anot cz take elli go jalan-jalan…so go lo..

       den v haf to sit sir ng’s car ma..haiz..den while v "berebut-rebut" i slipped and fell..cz v dun wan 2 sit in front..lolz..pq had 2 sit in front…my knee now blue black liao..sobx..T.T pain…oh well..den go parade..little while buy a cup of drink..den v went 2 kek lok tong..dey say got ppl shooting film there..really got oh…

      we saw chin ka lok there…d super trio show guy….it was my first time visiting an area where ppl are shooting..cool..maybe next time i’ll take up photography..lolz..den..d chin ka lok came out go toilet..when he came back..elli went and talk to him..so v oso follow lo..v took pictures with him..i told kar yee that v shud say:"eventhough we’re not your fans..but you’re still an actor quite well known..so jz take a pic lor.." kakakaka..i wonder how will he feel when he hears it..kakakak..

     den v rushed back 2 hq cz v were late..sir manin was waiting for us odi..heheh…v went 2 d rumah org cacat near housing trust there…man..that place was freaky…those ppl there erm..not to say i hate them..but they make me feel sked..waaa..got one guy keep on sticking to me..i was like HELP!!SOS!!HELP!!!! seriously..he’s freaky…lucky when they eat dat time he got away from me…

       we had 2 feed those who can’t eat on their own…i feed dat boy..fuyoh..eat so fast..so geng…d soup was hot sumore…lolz…oh ya…we took many photos..MANY PHOTOS..and i mean MANY PHOTOS…seriously..my mouth was tired holding a fake smile everytime..kakaka….after that..v quickly left d freakyplace..u really will feel scared..even madam felt scared..lolz..cz you don’t know what they’re speaking..what they’re trying to tell you..urghh..gives me the shivers…pq,ky,sym n me all oso dropped at least one drop of tear of fear…

       heheh..you might find us stupid..memang pun..but it’s really freaky..after that..went back 2 hq..den sir ng say maybe doctor belanja makan..so while waiting..he told us hq’s so called "ghost stories"..pq was terrified..silly gurl…well..for me..hmm..not sure till i feel it by myself…i used to be scared of these stuff..but opop said..ppl hu sked of these stuff did something wrong..or dun respect gods..or even parents…oh well…nvm..

        k..back 2 d story..madam came back liao..too bad..no belanja makan…haiz…so v had 2 cross d road…drag ourselves 2 ymca…and order food 2 eat…den drag ourselves back…haiz…opop took me 2 jusco after dat..bought mummy’s present..XD…still thinking what 2 get for koko…hmm..maybe jz a birthday card? muahahhaah..payback for him being such a jerk to me..opop suspects dat he has a gf…hmm..i wonder what kind of girl will be attracted to him…i can’t imagine..i’m sure dat gurl has a bad taste…kakakakka

I’m MEAN!! MUAHAHAAHHA

    i woke up at bout 6.20am…felt groggy..urgh..then a thought stiked my brain..quiz..ish..i’m gona miss pesta ria and rps’s sports..brushed my teeth..changed 2 full-u..etc..etc..ate breakfast..den went 2 hq..haiz…i was the only mgs there…sobx..

      then..sym came liao..i told her dat i was sked..den she oso say she was sked..i smsed ky ask her 2 hurry..she said her mum banged some1’s car..luckily..ntg serious..den kole came..den ky came..v sat or more like squat down n study..study..study…head oso nearly burst..=,=

      den 1 mdm call ppl joining quiz 2 4 in…so put down books..n wear headgear…XS..4 in…den…mark attendence..den keluar baris..go study again..i saw yiep jia xin…she recognised me..i smiled at her..den i saw ’sui zai bao’ means…jacky..din choi him at first..den..masuk baris again..sir yow told us bout rules..v were given a book..our group is b4..haiz…we were againts poi lam…haiZ…

      den keluar baris..study..study..study…study..give each other good wishes..like ganbateh..’jia you’…etctectec…kakaka..den b1-b5 went up 2 FA room…my hands were sweating..legs trembling..stomach shrinking..lolz..i was very nervous..den go in liao..sir foo n milky was there..again was briefed..den start luu..FA questions first..anderson was first up..da question was really simple..how many pints of blood is in a human body..he said 6 pint..i was like OMG!!!den buka 2 kumpulan lain..v faster raise our hands…kar yee answered 10 pints..den get 5 marks..muahahha…

       i tell you..da FA questions was SOOOOO simple…if u asked me..i could’ve answered it all…den it was order..omg..was quite cha…but..okok lo…better than pengetahuan am sjam n soalan umum..soalan umum v didn’t add or minus marks..lolz..c how terrible v was..kakakak..den..got one weird thing..anderson keep on helping us..when buka 2 kumpulan lain..hmm..wonder what’s behind da stone..prawn??

     v got through da preliminary round…n went into quarter finals..b4 dat..v got chance 2 study..da jacky approached us..den he was kinda jealous..cz his group got more marks than us..lolz..too bad..amc beat them..haiz..haiz..den went back up…d atmosphere in da room changed rapidly..it was tensed up..and creepy..it was so much different than the preliminary round..pre-round was fun..v laughed a lot..quarter finals..sir yow n cha pou was there..as judges..

       i have 2 say i hate them both…when buka 2 other kumpulan..v raised our hands..dey look oso din look at us den gip other ppl liao..i was like WHAT THE HECK!!!! nid 2 dig their eyeballs out n chop it into pieces..den fry dem..den stuff it back..ish…stupid officers..it’s da truth..i’m not lying..i have 2 say..dey were kinda helping amc..it was quite obvious..too bad…sir cheah "dim" me..when kar yee was asked where is the hemoral pulse..she dunno so she sat down..i answered 4 her..i pointed where was it..and said it was di tepi telinga..it was supposed 2 be correct..but he said it’s di depan telinga..i was really ANGRY!!!! wanna stuff his mouth with socks..no..with really sharp knives..so that he’ll watch what is he saying next time…ish..

     v din get through quarter finals…haiz..v went down dissapointed..nvm..i was jz worried..cz have 2 belanja pooi yee makan..haiz…v saw jacky again..den v call him belanja us ice cream..but..he said no ice cream man how 2 belanja..haiz..so kenot lo…haiz…v kacau him…den v went 2 toilet 2 change..change liao..hv 2 change back..cz v nid 2 go closing ceremony wor..ish..v saw a yuk choy gal in the toilet..haiz..she say dey lose liao..so chamx….

      den le…v saw pooi yee outside..haiz..she say outside there da amc teacher advisor was complaining..ish..merajuk punya humans..it’s nt your luck 2 enter da semi finals so what?! u think da name of amc gets u da rights 2 complain meh…really ar..baka ppl…den while waiting 4 closing ceremony..v kept our stuffs..den…chatted..da jacky wants da sinmal camp book..he want 2 c da sirs wor..den v ejek him say he’s gay..lolz..friendly guy la he…XD..

       ok..end of da day..ate lunch at ymca..den..went home..den slept..till 8pm..lolz..bath..eat dinner..changed bed sheet..den on pc..i sent an email 2 tan tan..saying sry cz din go 2 pesta ria..she replied..it turned out that she oso din go cz she entered taekwando competition..so geng…XD..so dat’s all..cya!!

-saya and train-

kawaii couple!!

         i cried. i cried in school today..in da morning..everyone was puzzled…i myself wasn’t sure either..i think it’s because of stress..and a little jealousy…and a little sad..it’s all because of everything which is going to happen tomorrow..quiz..pesta ria and rps’s sports…i’m gonna miss pesta ria and rps’s sports..it’s not so nice to miss your primary’s sports day..especially if you’ve not been to it since u left primary..i miss my primary days..

     pesta ria..haiz..missing all da haunted house..food..games..duty..and seeing back some of my old buddies frm primary..like tan tan…i really missed her la..she was my best friend..didn’t see her since i left primary..now when there’s a chance to meet her again..it’s been CRUSHED by da quiz…

     i really feel sad..really sad..sad enough to cry in school..so many things..yet so little time..i spent the whole day today in st.john room…couldn’t stand to see other people’s "excited" faces bout da pesta ria….stupid..my parents aren’t exactly helping at all..in fact..they’re not helping at all…they know that i ‘m goin 2 miss pesta ria and primary school sports…yet they jz don’t care..ok..i’m crying again…

        opop..i told him what i felt..but he WASN’T HELPING AT ALL!! what kind of parent is he?! when i said i don’t want 2 go quiz..he jz said: "go find someone else replace you la.." then when i said cannot cz dey registered my name already..he said: " then u go quiz lo.." he’s not helping at all…not at all supportive…it’s jz not RIGHT!! he’s not doing his job as a parent…i’m trying to be open as i can towards them..yet it just fall on deaf ears…

         i really envy those kids which their parents are supportive to them in all ways..some in partial ways..meaning..they do not complain nor care in what their child is doing..if just my parents will just let me do what i want…what i like..and support me in what i love to do…helping me in my problems..through my teen years…but it seems like i have to cope with their discouraging until form 5 with only some support from my friends..friend’s support isn’t enough…they are not closely related to you..you do not depend on them for transportation and money..you need your parents…

        it’s just too terrible…ppl may think i love my parents VERY much and vice versa…but i don’t think so….it’s just love because they are my family..no more than that..i just can’t believe that they can be so discouraging…-words don’t tie yourself down, it ties others- that was what i read from a manga..XXXHolic..and i think it’s true..i’m still sad..haiz..

         i hope that it’ll rain heavily tomorrow from morning till noon…then da pesta ria and rps’s sports will be postponed till the next day..and then..everyone can attend it! niresh say’s i’m evil for saying such things..yes i am..so WHAT?! you do not understand what i am feeling because you’re not me!! stop saying things which will hurt other people because you do not understand what kind of jumbled up feeling that person is going through!!!

         dahlah we enter quiz..no supporters..enter FA n marching comp again no supporters..it’s jz so dissapointing..no one except for some ppl hu are kind enough to spend their time jz to support us..it’s so…uh..bringing my spirit down…i might be getting tired of st john already..getting sick of it..no parent’s support…etc etc etc…

-i hate myself-

-i hate life-

-i hate everyone-

           ok…here’s bout state comp..XD..went 2 hq at 11.30am..saw gat zat n pq there odi..den put bag at casualty place..den v went over 2 ymca 4 lunch..bx n kar yee came a little later..bx saw sumthing she wasn’t supposed 2 c..i oso shocked..but..she was terrified..LOLZ..eat liao..went back 2 hq..

           v sat around doin nothing..marching oso not yet start..not even theory..den..v went 2 look 4 sir moo..can’t find him..v sat outside da hall..feeling hot.sweaty..haiz..den v went in da hall which has air cond n talk/gossip..gat zat told us her xperience on encountering ghosts..v felt creepy…lolz..den got a sir ask us 2 go out of da hall cz dey wan 2 start theory..

            den..v saw sir moo..v asked 4 da key..den went in lo..den pooi yee came liao..v all very happy!! -^_^- den v start preparing stuff..i had 2 throw da blood..lucky it was not smelly..but it has gas..no idea y..den wash da bottles..n go inside room..den da juniors came..urgh..baka  juniors..hate them..i din cook any dough dat day..i was in da room listenin songs frm sir moo’s laptop..den later da jalan tasek ppl came..i saw da kevin n jacky again..XS

          den v went 2 c marching..at 4 sumthing…nursing’s marching was ok..i mean good..on the other hand..oh my goodness..ambulance’s marching was horrible..no 90 degrees..not seragam..aiyo..c oso eye pain..den da idiotic juniors call us 2 go back..so go back lo thought wan 2 4 in or sumthin..but actually nothing..stupid! den le..v got training..i learned a new wound..which is burn! it’s cool!! i saw koko crunch too..he was one of da casualty..XS

          prac half way..heavy rain..i got wet..so did everyone..so v moved up ad stage..i practiced bruised, fracture, incised wound, n laceration..haiz..den rain stop liao..v oso stop..den v keep all da stuffs..n went 2 ymca 4 dinner..dat time melissa cum liao..-^_^- dinner sir moo belanja ar!! so gud! XD den b4 v eat, v said "pooi yee melissa sek fan!!" n "sir moo sek fan!!" haha..v were quite loud..i mean LOUD!! kakaka..eat liao..back 2 hq..took bath..den went up 2 FA room..cz girls sleep there..

        on aircond..waah..so nice..den v gossip..ah bhum n wui meng sleep..they cover their face under a pillow..bx took a pic of it..XD hahahaha..den le..at 10pm..meeting..most of da juniors went home liao..XS den..pisah group..haiz..i n bx got a/a long n a/c long..i was like..omg! so many..die la..den our casualties was all da guys..T.T den v go 2 our respective groups..2 bincang some stuff..

       den instead of bincang-ing..dey talk fai wa..stupid..most of it comes frm jacky, kevin n cham cham…haiz..koko crunch oso..baka..den bincang bincang bincang…den go in front n tell lo..haiz..finish meeting odi..make-up artist haf 2 stay a little while..dat time was bout 1am liao..-.- my eyes was almost goin 2 shut..den sir moo say he belanja ’siew ye’..so happy!! XD den i call kar yee 2 follow me go toilet..bout 5 steps frm da conference room ky’s phone rang..it was pq..so v went back ask y she call her..den pq say she din call..den ky said her pocket got ppl den she cry..swt..

     den she din cry odi..v went 2 toilet..hq’s quite creepy at nite..den le..v went back 2 casualty place.den bout 2am i think..sir moo came back with packets of noodles..n mee..yum!! v separated d mee..yum..yum..eat liao..den clean up..den..go up n sleep..but instead of sleeping..v talk stories..bx told us a story bout lavender n lemon leaf..hahah..den..talk liao..v sleep..at 3am..duno y..i woke up bout 4.30am..i sat up..gat zat tot i was a ghost..swt..

       den i slept back…den i woke up at 5am..go toilet..den lie down..sleep again..den at 5.30am i woke up again..i woke bx up cz she said she wanted 2 bath..so i think cz of me everyone woke up..XP den go downstairs brush teeth..den went up..changed 2 half u..tie bun..change socks.wear shoes..den went back down..i sat on da bench there closing my eyes..was sleepy..den some da juniors came..baka juniors..i din take my tilam down..everyone took everything liao..LOLZ…

         den go casualty place..4 in..follow groups..i n bx was in group 1…den eat breakfast…cha siew pao ar..YUMMY!! den 4 in again..den go up stage…….sir gave us da question..den start 2 bincang lo..den start make up..everything was such in a rush..cz d officers dat jaga da teams was rushing sir moo..so sir moo rush us..so finish both liao..rush da 2 abc’s down both down..2 a/a n a/c..while waiting..v make more wounds..very ‘gung’ ar..lolz..

         den da jacky’s group came back up one time..da jacky go n eat eat eat eat eat..mz chase after him 2 make da wound..i scolded him..den got 1 time he jump here jump there till he squished da dough..argh!! baka baka baka!! i had 2 make it again…XC so noty la he..den almost d end..i put some pasta on my hand n wipe it on his shirt..kaka..den he balas dendam..he put pasta on my shirt..XC

        got 1 very funny thing happened 2 kevin..his leg kena a bit of blood..da first aiders tot it was hurt n go n wrap it..swt..when he took out da gauze..his leg hair oso came out..LOLZ..very funi la he..got a few patches no hair..i laughed at him..kakakakak..it was sooo funny…after everything finished liao..clean up..washed hands..card..keep da stuffs..den 4 in..dat time i was very hungry..someone took da last piece of sandwich..when i was just about 2 eat it..sobx..T.T

        den some ppl go bath..v took our bag upstairs FA room..4 meeting..wait 4 ppl 2 cum..i slept while waiting..was sooo sleepy..den everyone kumpul liao..sir moo start 2 talk..i slept while he talked..XP..i covered my face with my bag..den i heard him say 2 pass our duty book..i woke up..i wrote in my duty book liao..den gip him sign..nyek nyek…i got 110 3/4 hours of duty liao…wakakkakakaka…so happy…can get service shield..muahahahah..

         den v after meeting..v went down 2 listen 2 announcement..hua lian taiping won overall champ 4 n/a, a/a, n a/c. amc won n/c..dey very terrible la..they cried..swt..not da comp team cry wor..da supporters cried..swt…0.o cacat…den went back up..sir moo belanja us kfc ar..so gud!! XD den go home…kakakakaka….dat’s all..XD was tired n sleepy..i’m still tired n sleepy now..so..gudnite..i wan sleep..ZZzzzZzzZZzzzz……..

What i got frm it: a) cracked lips

                           b) bad mood

                           c) eye bags

                           d) way 2 make burn wound

      Yesterday was friday….attended CF’s Easter gathering..cz kar yen invited me…ky,pq,kole,sym,fjn, etc etc etc oso got go…we went there sat down..den since some big ppl sat in front of us which blocked  my view, i n ky decided 2 sit at the most front row…

    den pq joined us..den da gathering started with ice breaker…it was cinderella shoes…ppl sitting on the other side haf 2 take out their shoes n ppl sitting this side haf 2 take da shoe n find da owner/cinderella…i n ky wasn’t really excited bout it cz v don’t wanna touch other ppl’s stinky shoes…but v went out anyway…lolz…ice breaker over…

     den everyone went 2 da front n sing songs..or more like hyms..i did not hear da song b4 so i jz stood there with ky..lolz..i felt weird there…lolz..but v had fun…v shouted..jumped..=D hahahah..den got drama…v sat on da floor…it’s really funny…especially when "Jesus" fought with "pain","burden", and "loneliness"…there’s matrix..cowboy…n even wwf stuff..lolz…n a little dragon ball..really funny…v cheered…

       den dey showed a clip bout Jesus’s crucification…ouch…it’s really disgusting and cruel and insane..dey even showed da scene where his hands were nailed 2 da cross..ouch..plenty plenty of blood..den dey ask everyone 2 stand n sing some slow and soft hyms..it sounds very nice…i n ky stood there like an alien..cz v do not know da words..or da song..i looked 2 my left..bx n kar yen was singing their hearts out..i thought "WOW"….quite a lot of dem were crying…hahahax…

        den v went back 2 sit…a guy..i think he’s a priest..talked bout his life n when he first became christian..big surprise..he became one at the police station…he sure can talk…he was frm smi..v booed him cz he said his school is better than ours…hahahax…den he asked us 2 close our eyes..n bow down our heads..

         he continued talking…bout how sad his life was..i mean…bout Christ n stuff…den..no idea why..da taps were turned on in my eyes..my eyelids collected a lot of tears..till it couldn’t hold anymore..den..drip..drip..2 drops of tears fell down..i thought 2 myself.."shimata!(oh no!)" den more tears came down..duno why…i really had no idea..den 2 stop myself frm crying more..i thought 2 myself.."i’m sooo much luckier than him..i’m a lucky girl..dun cry.." i was consoling myself…lolz…

        den i heard a sniff on my left..it was ky..she was crying also..den da guy asked us 2 lift up our hand..n put it down..so i jz do lo..den v opened our eyes..i told ky dat i had no idea y i cried..lucky 4 us..it wasnt’ jz us who were crying…lolz..den a girl came out…she talked..some stuff..den..v were asked 2 go in front..v were given a piece of paper 2 write our class, name n hp number…write liao..v were given a pen..and a brosur(sp?) i told ky..if my dad sees dis i’m dead..

       she said her mum will do da same..lolz….den v sang another song…i….again…stood there…lolz…den v went home..omg..my face sure was red..so is ky’s…hahah..v went 2 toilet n washed our face..it was still red…haiz..lucky 4 me..opop was coming at 3.45pm..phew…my face will look like normal by then…XD

       after i went home..i thought 2 myself…why can’t one person have 2 religions? why? i know if i become a christian or a catholic..mummy, opop, grandma n other ppl will kill me..y can’t someone have 2 religions? honestly..i can’t say i don’t wanna be a buddist..but i oso can’t say i don’t wanna be a christian..lolz..well..whatever..pq told me that she’s been 2 a lot of these gatherings..and yet..she’s still an atheist..lolz..pqpq..it’s her..lolz

          and one more thing..dey sang a song which was saying dey were living for Jesus..i thought 2 myself..sry…i live 4 myself..my life is for me and myself..i jz share my life with my family and frenz..but my life is 4 myself..and no one else..XD..sry if anyone has a bad opinion on dis..but i’m oso jz giving my opinion..XD

         well..dat’s all..till next time..tata!!

p/s: i was hoping they’d give us an easter egg n a chocolate bunny..

      Dat day went 2 hq 4 area comp…went there bout 2pm…ky, bx, pq n gat zat was there odi…reach there liao…put bags in casualty make up room…then help 2 cook dough..after a while..some guys frm jalan tasek i think came…they all are casualty…

     den duno how…pq call all of them Maria..(she means as a maid)..lolz…got 1  guy named kevin(nt sure spelling) was maria 1..another one called jacky was maria 2..lolz…and so on…v bully dem…wakakkakaka..call dem take water and other stuff…den sir moo ask us 2 take our luggage to room 5…so put liao come back down…continue cooking da dough..

      gat zat took maria 1’s hp n play..then went chasing around hq…gat zat fell down..haiz…so sakai la….everyone laughed n laughed n laughed…lolz…den…jin yuen, guai sou, vivian, shalany n ah bhum came liao…den sir lai n sir moo oso came liao…den v start practicing…haiz…very cacat le…ky make up one guy..den she went away 4 a moment..den she say she forget hu is he liao…lolz..super short term memory…

        den suddenly pq ask me n ky 2 follow her…according 2 her..sir moo asked us 2 go up..v ran up there cz sir moo ask us 2 hurry..i thought something urgent was up..went up liao..swt..sir moo ask us 2 carry da drink downstairs and some unimportant stuffs..SWT!!! was out of breath..ish…climbed 3 floors u know…haiz..silly pq…den go drink da drink lo….it was sour sweet…nice!!

       i din train liao after that…cz keep all da stuff liao…haiz…keep liao..went upstairs 2 take bathing stuff..den went down back..i, ky n bx was sitting there cz pq said kenot bath wor…swt…so sit there lo…den…v saw da sakai syw..standing at the end of da halll there looking at bx..bx was scared when v told her he was there…

      den da syw go out..den come back..den go out…den come back again…then i think he was "persuaded/forced" by his buddies to walk towards bx…hong keat walked like a gangster la…stupid..da whole gang looked ugly..seriously..lolz…den syw came towards bx..he put his can of 100+ on bx’s head..bx shook her head..den he offered her da 100+(he drank it odi) she ran inside da room…i n ky jz sat there thinking how ugly da pimples on their face was..lolz…

        then they went away…bx came out..she told me she was scared…but..ehem…ntg la…..den sir moo came…4 in…he say later walk 2 behind ocean there 4 dinner wor..ask us 2 take our stuff..hahha..haf 2 run back up…took rm15..hp..cap..n came down..haiz…run up n down…den write name..den JALAN!!

       v walk through DR park…da cheah kang jun was acting like a monkey..very funny…reach liao..oh ya..san san n boon pui oso came along…i ate chao fan n 100+ din finish 100+ cz too full..finish eating liao..san san took us 2 da store..saying dat wan 2 buy shoe..bx’s shoe pecah liao..lolz..so i, ky,pq n gat zat follow 2 lepak..hahah..

         in the end v din buy shoe…v bought uhu gum..stick back bx’s shoe..lolz..den went down, sir lai waiting there liao..den walk back 2 hq..den got meeting..pecah into groups 4 da next day….

ky-a/c short case

bx+ccy-a/c long case

pq- a/a short case

me+cpy- a/a long case

tcs- n/c short case

gwm- n/a short case

          den got pilih mangsa oso..i n gat zat got 2 gals, 2 guys..da 2 guys was da maria 1 n 2..gurl duno their name..pecah liao, i, cpy, pq, n ky went down 2 make sumore dough n blood..haiz..so tired..den da old blood mz throw away ma..poured it into da drain..it was SOOO SMELLY!!! pq nearly vomited..lolz..den cpy say a guy looked like me..swt..den they call him my clone…swt…silly gat zat….

         everything gao tim liao, go chong liong…while bathing..v chit chat..v even sang a song…lolz…hahaha…finish liao…put go up 2 conference room..cz gurls was sleeping there..got air-cond..muahahahahahha…den went down again 2 brush teeth..den went back up..rest time..other ppl was sleeping…i,ky,bx n shalany were gossiping bout syw la..smi la…casualty make up la..tmf la..ky’s bro la…etc etc etc etc…

          den v took our sleeping bags n lie down..someone shut da lights..i lied down..but i couldn’t fall asleep..around 1.30am..i heard bx’s voice asking ky..”can sleep anot? i can’t sleep ar.." den ky oso say kenot sleep..den i oso say kenot sleep..haiz..i think around 2 oni i fell asleep..around 5am..no idea why i woke up..but i woke up..bx was missing..no la..actually she went the other side..den i fell asleep again..

         den at 6am..woke up cz ky’s hp’s alarm…so went down n brush teeth, wash face, change 2 half-u..was terribly sleepy..went back up tie hair..fold sleeping bag..go down..den ky’s mum brought her black shoes n socks..i went up again 2 give her..den came back down..haiz.. den went 2 hall..up da stage..hp taken frm us..sat according 2 groups..ate breakfast(it was fried mee)..drank some water..n was told what wound 2 do…a/a n a/c long case was femur open fracture, cervical fracture..lower arm closed fracture, tibia closed fracture..so started make-up da gal n guy..first round went down liao..started on da 2nd pair…..

          kevin had 2 tear his pants cz he cant open his pants till his thigh…hahah..he said ‘"sam tong..this pants follow me 5 years liao" lolz..i laughed at him..make up liao..den ntg 2 do liao..den first pair came back…make up them..they din shout much..da 2nd pair did shouted..cool!! nata shouted really loud…gud 4 her..den all over liao..yipee!! gao tim!! den watch some group do case..den go wash hands..nails all got blood..kenot come out..sobx..den clean up stuff..n had meeting in FA room..sir moo said prestasi very gud wor..XD..den sign duty book..yay!! got over 10 hours of duty!!

       went 2 ymca 2 eat..went home..bath..fell asleep on da floor..lolz..was REALLY REALLY TIRED….

       Yesterday, went 2 parade with buddies. At first pq came 2 my hse cz gat zat fetch ma. Gat zat was late. According to her, she had 2 wait 4 da baby 2 sleep. Pq n i said it was a gat zat zai..lolz..den FINALLY she showed up. We zoomed to parade..cz tpy was rushing us..

       Reached liao..we went 2 living cabin 2 buy a last minute present 4 tpy..tpy..dun angry ar…even though last minute..at least u got present wurt…lolz..den buy liao go cafe de coral. She was waiting there with kole n her bf..den v saw ky n bx coming…den go in n sit..den..v all n tpy’s bf din talk..kek sei tpy…den gat zat, pq dey all plann wan 2 call him jie fu…lolz….hahahahax…

       I din say la…but they all oso say very soft..n very luen…lolz…den they all jie odi..order food…order liao..tpy intro us 2 him…n vice versa…den tpy say he’s ah sou..not jie fu…den v call him ah sou…wakakkakaka…den duno gat zat say sumthing bout ns getting botak..den tpy say ah sou goin ns today…so chamx….

     den eat liao…plan 2 do some other stuff..oh ya..tpy belanja ar..yay!! so happy…ureshii!! arigato na..tpy..den v sit there bout 10 mins…deciding on what 2 do..everything was up 2 kole cz it’s her first time her dad allow her out..lolz..den she say go sing K..den go lo….go up there liao…too bad..no more place…haiz…so everyone went 2 cinema…watch primeval….

       buy tickets liao..wait lo…den got another theatre opened..v was standing near da door ma…ppl started 2 cum out..den one familiar figure came…suddenly i shouted ”miss loh!!” i jz opened my mouth..i did it without thinking…lolz…i was kinda shocked that even she will cum 2 parade and watch a movie!!  in fact…everyone was…lolz…den…v say lai may…wow…seeing plenty of mgs ppl…

      den dey went liao…v went 2 buy stuff 2 eat n drink…den went in…pq said want 2 watch haunted school…ME TOO!!! it looks COOL!!! v saw the trailer…there was one part..a girl fell frm da 2/3rd floor and broke 2 pieces but she jz came back standing..COOL!!!!!!!! bx n kole was scared..swt….

     den sit liao..show started..the whole show was really fake…especially da crocodile…it doesn’t even move like a crocodile…there was one part Gustave(da croc) was chasing a guy on land…usually crocs will crawl/run with both left legs first den oni right leg move…but in primeval..both front legs move first den da back…it was like da croc is hopping rather than crawling/running..

      it was sooooo fake…i n ky laughed while we watched it…lolz…instead of scaring me..it turned into a comedy 4 me…lolz…bx, gat zat n pq on the other hand…were really noisy..they were shouting during the whole show…lolz..pq even stamped her feet when a guy was being chased…lolz..tpy keep on scaring bx…hahahah…lolz…scaredy cats…loz….

       after da show was over…bye bye…lolz…we went around parade…walking…oh ya…junne called me during da show..no idea why…..lolz…den we went home lo…so that’s the end..TATA!!

kawaii?? crocs…lolz…nice creatures actually that is, if u don’t disturb dem…