Cursed…
I think I’m cursed…seriously…cursed…it’s like…I dunno how to explain…but there’s something always pulling me back…weird things happen to me…scary things happen to me…
Last night when i was casually watching tv..in the living room…i heard someone walking outside my house..it’s normal for me to respond to any weird noises…it was like..dat someone was dragging his feet on the road..so i looked..no one…
I continued watching tv…den i heard the noise again..i looked into the darkness outside..i saw an indian man wearing a white singlet..making a whispering noise.."PSSSSTTT!! PPSSSSTT!!!" i quickly looked back at the tv..this had happened to me before..same conditions..watching tv..at night..i think it’s the same man…but last time i walked up and called my mum..den he was gone when my mum came..this time my mum was sleeping..so i ignored him..
it’s scary..i know dat the man was looking at me…my heart thumped like mad…i hugged a pillow..continue to watch tv…after a few minutes..the man was gone..it was scary..at night..and indian man wearing a WHITE..i repeat..WHITE singlet..so scary…
nt only dat..sometimes i feel like i’m cursed cause everytime i stop frm an extra class..d class sure shrink wan..like my piano class last time..i went to Yamaha..it was a huge block of building..after i quit..it shrunk into one block only..it was 3 blocks before..so sometimes i feel i caused it to happen..it’s nt a nice feeling….
products oso…the products i use like shampoo..when i use them…u can see ads everywhere…on tv..etc etc…when i stopped using it…gosh..nowhere to be seen…after a few years…oni can see it again…so it’s like i’m a bad luck…
and oh yea…things which i imagine or dreams i remember NEVER come true..like..i imagine going to tvxq concert vip standings with my friends..n couz…it did not come true..i couldn’t get a vip ticket…T_T fine..maybe dat’s an imagination to wild..then what about when i imagine simple things which i can get easily?? Like like..uhm…i duno…getting rewarded..like getting an ice cream..or going to somewhere for holidays with my parents..? i jz can’t get what i imagine…
dreams too..whatever dream i remember..it is guaranteed not to come true..seriously…then..whatever i don’t remember..it’ll become a deja vu…i hate it…cz my deja vu’s are all stupid stuffs…simple stuffs…ntg big..somthing which are very normal which occurs in my daily life…
it’s like i’m cursed….cursed to get what i don’t want and cursed of not getting what i want…some ppl are so lucky but they just do not realise it…ppl who think they are poor…but actually..they’re rich..aihx…..nevermind me…
gosh….last night’s incident is still haunting me…i don’t wanna experience it again…it’s scary i tell you…seriously….XS
