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    i woke up at bout 6.20am…felt groggy..urgh..then a thought stiked my brain..quiz..ish..i’m gona miss pesta ria and rps’s sports..brushed my teeth..changed 2 full-u..etc..etc..ate breakfast..den went 2 hq..haiz…i was the only mgs there…sobx..

      then..sym came liao..i told her dat i was sked..den she oso say she was sked..i smsed ky ask her 2 hurry..she said her mum banged some1’s car..luckily..ntg serious..den kole came..den ky came..v sat or more like squat down n study..study..study…head oso nearly burst..=,=

      den 1 mdm call ppl joining quiz 2 4 in…so put down books..n wear headgear…XS..4 in…den…mark attendence..den keluar baris..go study again..i saw yiep jia xin…she recognised me..i smiled at her..den i saw ’sui zai bao’ means…jacky..din choi him at first..den..masuk baris again..sir yow told us bout rules..v were given a book..our group is b4..haiz…we were againts poi lam…haiZ…

      den keluar baris..study..study..study…study..give each other good wishes..like ganbateh..’jia you’…etctectec…kakaka..den b1-b5 went up 2 FA room…my hands were sweating..legs trembling..stomach shrinking..lolz..i was very nervous..den go in liao..sir foo n milky was there..again was briefed..den start luu..FA questions first..anderson was first up..da question was really simple..how many pints of blood is in a human body..he said 6 pint..i was like OMG!!!den buka 2 kumpulan lain..v faster raise our hands…kar yee answered 10 pints..den get 5 marks..muahahha…

       i tell you..da FA questions was SOOOOO simple…if u asked me..i could’ve answered it all…den it was order..omg..was quite cha…but..okok lo…better than pengetahuan am sjam n soalan umum..soalan umum v didn’t add or minus marks..lolz..c how terrible v was..kakakak..den..got one weird thing..anderson keep on helping us..when buka 2 kumpulan lain..hmm..wonder what’s behind da stone..prawn??

     v got through da preliminary round…n went into quarter finals..b4 dat..v got chance 2 study..da jacky approached us..den he was kinda jealous..cz his group got more marks than us..lolz..too bad..amc beat them..haiz..haiz..den went back up…d atmosphere in da room changed rapidly..it was tensed up..and creepy..it was so much different than the preliminary round..pre-round was fun..v laughed a lot..quarter finals..sir yow n cha pou was there..as judges..

       i have 2 say i hate them both…when buka 2 other kumpulan..v raised our hands..dey look oso din look at us den gip other ppl liao..i was like WHAT THE HECK!!!! nid 2 dig their eyeballs out n chop it into pieces..den fry dem..den stuff it back..ish…stupid officers..it’s da truth..i’m not lying..i have 2 say..dey were kinda helping amc..it was quite obvious..too bad…sir cheah "dim" me..when kar yee was asked where is the hemoral pulse..she dunno so she sat down..i answered 4 her..i pointed where was it..and said it was di tepi telinga..it was supposed 2 be correct..but he said it’s di depan telinga..i was really ANGRY!!!! wanna stuff his mouth with socks..no..with really sharp knives..so that he’ll watch what is he saying next time…ish..

     v din get through quarter finals…haiz..v went down dissapointed..nvm..i was jz worried..cz have 2 belanja pooi yee makan..haiz…v saw jacky again..den v call him belanja us ice cream..but..he said no ice cream man how 2 belanja..haiz..so kenot lo…haiz…v kacau him…den v went 2 toilet 2 change..change liao..hv 2 change back..cz v nid 2 go closing ceremony wor..ish..v saw a yuk choy gal in the toilet..haiz..she say dey lose liao..so chamx….

      den le…v saw pooi yee outside..haiz..she say outside there da amc teacher advisor was complaining..ish..merajuk punya humans..it’s nt your luck 2 enter da semi finals so what?! u think da name of amc gets u da rights 2 complain meh…really ar..baka ppl…den while waiting 4 closing ceremony..v kept our stuffs..den…chatted..da jacky wants da sinmal camp book..he want 2 c da sirs wor..den v ejek him say he’s gay..lolz..friendly guy la he…XD..

       ok..end of da day..ate lunch at ymca..den..went home..den slept..till 8pm..lolz..bath..eat dinner..changed bed sheet..den on pc..i sent an email 2 tan tan..saying sry cz din go 2 pesta ria..she replied..it turned out that she oso din go cz she entered taekwando competition..so geng…XD..so dat’s all..cya!!

-saya and train-

kawaii couple!!

         i cried. i cried in school today..in da morning..everyone was puzzled…i myself wasn’t sure either..i think it’s because of stress..and a little jealousy…and a little sad..it’s all because of everything which is going to happen tomorrow..quiz..pesta ria and rps’s sports…i’m gonna miss pesta ria and rps’s sports..it’s not so nice to miss your primary’s sports day..especially if you’ve not been to it since u left primary..i miss my primary days..

     pesta ria..haiz..missing all da haunted house..food..games..duty..and seeing back some of my old buddies frm primary..like tan tan…i really missed her la..she was my best friend..didn’t see her since i left primary..now when there’s a chance to meet her again..it’s been CRUSHED by da quiz…

     i really feel sad..really sad..sad enough to cry in school..so many things..yet so little time..i spent the whole day today in st.john room…couldn’t stand to see other people’s "excited" faces bout da pesta ria….stupid..my parents aren’t exactly helping at all..in fact..they’re not helping at all…they know that i ‘m goin 2 miss pesta ria and primary school sports…yet they jz don’t care..ok..i’m crying again…

        opop..i told him what i felt..but he WASN’T HELPING AT ALL!! what kind of parent is he?! when i said i don’t want 2 go quiz..he jz said: "go find someone else replace you la.." then when i said cannot cz dey registered my name already..he said: " then u go quiz lo.." he’s not helping at all…not at all supportive…it’s jz not RIGHT!! he’s not doing his job as a parent…i’m trying to be open as i can towards them..yet it just fall on deaf ears…

         i really envy those kids which their parents are supportive to them in all ways..some in partial ways..meaning..they do not complain nor care in what their child is doing..if just my parents will just let me do what i want…what i like..and support me in what i love to do…helping me in my problems..through my teen years…but it seems like i have to cope with their discouraging until form 5 with only some support from my friends..friend’s support isn’t enough…they are not closely related to you..you do not depend on them for transportation and money..you need your parents…

        it’s just too terrible…ppl may think i love my parents VERY much and vice versa…but i don’t think so….it’s just love because they are my family..no more than that..i just can’t believe that they can be so discouraging…-words don’t tie yourself down, it ties others- that was what i read from a manga..XXXHolic..and i think it’s true..i’m still sad..haiz..

         i hope that it’ll rain heavily tomorrow from morning till noon…then da pesta ria and rps’s sports will be postponed till the next day..and then..everyone can attend it! niresh say’s i’m evil for saying such things..yes i am..so WHAT?! you do not understand what i am feeling because you’re not me!! stop saying things which will hurt other people because you do not understand what kind of jumbled up feeling that person is going through!!!

         dahlah we enter quiz..no supporters..enter FA n marching comp again no supporters..it’s jz so dissapointing..no one except for some ppl hu are kind enough to spend their time jz to support us..it’s so…uh..bringing my spirit down…i might be getting tired of st john already..getting sick of it..no parent’s support…etc etc etc…

-i hate myself-

-i hate life-

-i hate everyone-

           ok…here’s bout state comp..XD..went 2 hq at 11.30am..saw gat zat n pq there odi..den put bag at casualty place..den v went over 2 ymca 4 lunch..bx n kar yee came a little later..bx saw sumthing she wasn’t supposed 2 c..i oso shocked..but..she was terrified..LOLZ..eat liao..went back 2 hq..

           v sat around doin nothing..marching oso not yet start..not even theory..den..v went 2 look 4 sir moo..can’t find him..v sat outside da hall..feeling hot.sweaty..haiz..den v went in da hall which has air cond n talk/gossip..gat zat told us her xperience on encountering ghosts..v felt creepy…lolz..den got a sir ask us 2 go out of da hall cz dey wan 2 start theory..

            den..v saw sir moo..v asked 4 da key..den went in lo..den pooi yee came liao..v all very happy!! -^_^- den v start preparing stuff..i had 2 throw da blood..lucky it was not smelly..but it has gas..no idea y..den wash da bottles..n go inside room..den da juniors came..urgh..baka  juniors..hate them..i din cook any dough dat day..i was in da room listenin songs frm sir moo’s laptop..den later da jalan tasek ppl came..i saw da kevin n jacky again..XS

          den v went 2 c marching..at 4 sumthing…nursing’s marching was ok..i mean good..on the other hand..oh my goodness..ambulance’s marching was horrible..no 90 degrees..not seragam..aiyo..c oso eye pain..den da idiotic juniors call us 2 go back..so go back lo thought wan 2 4 in or sumthin..but actually nothing..stupid! den le..v got training..i learned a new wound..which is burn! it’s cool!! i saw koko crunch too..he was one of da casualty..XS

          prac half way..heavy rain..i got wet..so did everyone..so v moved up ad stage..i practiced bruised, fracture, incised wound, n laceration..haiz..den rain stop liao..v oso stop..den v keep all da stuffs..n went 2 ymca 4 dinner..dat time melissa cum liao..-^_^- dinner sir moo belanja ar!! so gud! XD den b4 v eat, v said "pooi yee melissa sek fan!!" n "sir moo sek fan!!" haha..v were quite loud..i mean LOUD!! kakaka..eat liao..back 2 hq..took bath..den went up 2 FA room..cz girls sleep there..

        on aircond..waah..so nice..den v gossip..ah bhum n wui meng sleep..they cover their face under a pillow..bx took a pic of it..XD hahahaha..den le..at 10pm..meeting..most of da juniors went home liao..XS den..pisah group..haiz..i n bx got a/a long n a/c long..i was like..omg! so many..die la..den our casualties was all da guys..T.T den v go 2 our respective groups..2 bincang some stuff..

       den instead of bincang-ing..dey talk fai wa..stupid..most of it comes frm jacky, kevin n cham cham…haiz..koko crunch oso..baka..den bincang bincang bincang…den go in front n tell lo..haiz..finish meeting odi..make-up artist haf 2 stay a little while..dat time was bout 1am liao..-.- my eyes was almost goin 2 shut..den sir moo say he belanja ’siew ye’..so happy!! XD den i call kar yee 2 follow me go toilet..bout 5 steps frm da conference room ky’s phone rang..it was pq..so v went back ask y she call her..den pq say she din call..den ky said her pocket got ppl den she cry..swt..

     den she din cry odi..v went 2 toilet..hq’s quite creepy at nite..den le..v went back 2 casualty place.den bout 2am i think..sir moo came back with packets of noodles..n mee..yum!! v separated d mee..yum..yum..eat liao..den clean up..den..go up n sleep..but instead of sleeping..v talk stories..bx told us a story bout lavender n lemon leaf..hahah..den..talk liao..v sleep..at 3am..duno y..i woke up bout 4.30am..i sat up..gat zat tot i was a ghost..swt..

       den i slept back…den i woke up at 5am..go toilet..den lie down..sleep again..den at 5.30am i woke up again..i woke bx up cz she said she wanted 2 bath..so i think cz of me everyone woke up..XP den go downstairs brush teeth..den went up..changed 2 half u..tie bun..change socks.wear shoes..den went back down..i sat on da bench there closing my eyes..was sleepy..den some da juniors came..baka juniors..i din take my tilam down..everyone took everything liao..LOLZ…

         den go casualty place..4 in..follow groups..i n bx was in group 1…den eat breakfast…cha siew pao ar..YUMMY!! den 4 in again..den go up stage…….sir gave us da question..den start 2 bincang lo..den start make up..everything was such in a rush..cz d officers dat jaga da teams was rushing sir moo..so sir moo rush us..so finish both liao..rush da 2 abc’s down both down..2 a/a n a/c..while waiting..v make more wounds..very ‘gung’ ar..lolz..

         den da jacky’s group came back up one time..da jacky go n eat eat eat eat eat..mz chase after him 2 make da wound..i scolded him..den got 1 time he jump here jump there till he squished da dough..argh!! baka baka baka!! i had 2 make it again…XC so noty la he..den almost d end..i put some pasta on my hand n wipe it on his shirt..kaka..den he balas dendam..he put pasta on my shirt..XC

        got 1 very funny thing happened 2 kevin..his leg kena a bit of blood..da first aiders tot it was hurt n go n wrap it..swt..when he took out da gauze..his leg hair oso came out..LOLZ..very funi la he..got a few patches no hair..i laughed at him..kakakakak..it was sooo funny…after everything finished liao..clean up..washed hands..card..keep da stuffs..den 4 in..dat time i was very hungry..someone took da last piece of sandwich..when i was just about 2 eat it..sobx..T.T

        den some ppl go bath..v took our bag upstairs FA room..4 meeting..wait 4 ppl 2 cum..i slept while waiting..was sooo sleepy..den everyone kumpul liao..sir moo start 2 talk..i slept while he talked..XP..i covered my face with my bag..den i heard him say 2 pass our duty book..i woke up..i wrote in my duty book liao..den gip him sign..nyek nyek…i got 110 3/4 hours of duty liao…wakakkakakaka…so happy…can get service shield..muahahahah..

         den v after meeting..v went down 2 listen 2 announcement..hua lian taiping won overall champ 4 n/a, a/a, n a/c. amc won n/c..dey very terrible la..they cried..swt..not da comp team cry wor..da supporters cried..swt…0.o cacat…den went back up..sir moo belanja us kfc ar..so gud!! XD den go home…kakakakaka….dat’s all..XD was tired n sleepy..i’m still tired n sleepy now..so..gudnite..i wan sleep..ZZzzzZzzZZzzzz……..

What i got frm it: a) cracked lips

                           b) bad mood

                           c) eye bags

                           d) way 2 make burn wound