ok….i have decided not to update this blog anymore…since no one reads it…well…eventhough there’s people reading it…no one leaves any comment….*depress*
so…i’m updating my tabulas instead….cause…maybe someone MIGHT read it after all…XD hahh….and plus…it’s more convinient for me…^^ so….tabulas it is…XD
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puahahahah….i finally get the chance to go to kl WITHOUT my parents…puahahahahhaha….*grins* well…but i went with my godmum la…heheh..so got an adult accompany me..XD
but still…w/o my real parents!!! dat’s like a big step!! usually i couldn’t even go on school trips..XD heheh..ok…so..going there…went there by bus..supposed to be 8.00am bus wan..reach at d bus stop bout 7.45am like dat…wait wait wait…bus havent cum wor!!! den ask a fella working there wan..he said d bus 7.30am went odi…*smacks forehead* like WTH!!!! 8.00am bus left at 7.30am??? luckily..dat fella let us go on d next bus…so went up…
went down at jalan duta toll…cz dat bus nt go 2 kelana jaya wan..go kl..kajang…so audrey came and picked us up there…XD den we went shopping!! ok..more like makan n window shopping…XD hahah…went to "The Curve"…it was..huge..well..it joined to many other buildings..it joined to Ikano Power Center..joined to Ikea…joined to Cineleisure..den nearby it got tesco….hahha..i bought a book..Mitch Albom-For One More Day..it’s a good book..^^ heheh…
den in Ikea..had ice-cream..RM1 only…so cheap…and it’s so big..and yummy!!! -^^- hehhe..oh yea..in the curve..had jap food..as lunch..XD it’s my first time eating raw fish…i had no idea what kind of fish i ate anyway..XD hahah…but it’s surprisingly tasteless…and smell-less…hahah…but it’s kinda chewy..=D so…ate…it’s veli expensive o….rm64+++ but we ate quite alot oso la…hahah…free green tea…XD
den leh..bought tix for Golden Compass…watched it d next day…haha…den buy d..went to audrey’s condo..wah..she lives on d 19th floor…so high up…and she’s pregnant..tummy veli big odi..hahah…and it’s kinda hard..weird..XD lucky got lift..who am i kidding..if no lift no one will buy..XD so..put down everything…change to shorts…sat down…tired..after walking..so many hours..XD
den audrey went to cook dinner…since i had nothing to do..i help lor..she was cooking pasta..XD yummy..heheh..cook..cook…veli tired..XD n i went to bath..den cum out..continue to cook…hahah..den karen che-che n elbert koko came..to join us for dinner…oh yea..dave koko oso came back…den makan!!!
makan d…dey say wan 2 go 2 karen’s house to watch fireworks on d 31st..but tak jadi cz all d roads closed..not all but a lot…and jam…haha…and the bad thing is..karen bought ice cream odi..T.T chocolate sumore….T.T i wan….hahaha…den read book..den sleep…
next day…i woke up kinda uhh…early? i dunno..bout 9.30am i think…or 10?? i forgot d…XD den had breakfast..audrey and dave cooked…hehhe…got sausage..got ham..got..egg….got..uhh..bread..uhh..dat’s all i think…heheh..den leh..got ready..go jalan 1Utama with aunty…XD well…i dun like shopping wan…but i like window shopping..hahha..at 1U ar…d christmas deco..fuiyoh…a huge drummer boy…few stories tall..and it MOVES!!!!! believe it anot…XD
walk d…ate lunch at a jap fast food..it’s really fast..like other fast food stalls..but..it has rice..soup…chicken…fuh…geng..i like d food oso..it’s yummy!! d restaurant it called yoshiniyo if i’m not mistaken…XD hahah…den went 2 watch golden compass…it’s a movie which is more worth reading than watching..seriously..and d cinema ar…gosh…those bloody chairs.made me have a neckache…blasted chairs…ish..
den we had dinner at "paddington house of pancakes"…d food there ar…ok la..not bad..but the price..fuh…can burn a HUGE hole in ALL your pockets…tsk tsk tsk…the cheapest drink ar..is bout RM5++ actually i wanted a cappucino with cream or sumthing..it’s really huge and it has layers..veli nice..but when i see d price ar..*gasp* Rm10.40 i think…i was like…RM10 for A..ONE BLASTED DRINK!!! gosh..and plus…d service is kinda terrible..veli slow..aihx..i ended up ordering iced lemon tea…XS dat’s d cheapest..
den ar..down there got flee market..so go jalan jalan lo…audrey and dave went to popular see sumthing…so i and aunty walk lo…at d end there..got people do wax..d guy there…suddenly said to me.."eh..mari mari mari…mari cuba.." den aunty pushed me there and said "go and try la…" den i go try lo…d guy took my hand..dip in ice water..den put in d wax..it was kinda warm..den came out…my finger shape..den he ask me 2 make "peace" sign…den i make lo..den dip…blah..blah…den d fella said..it’s RM10…wan add colour Rm10…add solid..Rm10..add base..Rm10 again..gosh..
i was like…har??? i didn’t even want 2 do…!!!! T.T aihx..nvm la…so i just make lo..since it’s something i never tried before…so make d…i make red colour..heheh…aunty go bargain till rm30 oni..hahahh…lolz…make d…went home…den i saw in d light..got some impurities..tsk…no gud no gud..since d fella said can repair no charges..so i left it in kl…hahahah…to let audrey repair it..XD
den d next day…i woke up REAL late..haha..bout 12pm…XD actually audrey said wan take me jalan jalan wan in d park..but she oso forgot to wake up…haha..so woke up…toilet..went for brunch…den went to pavilion…fuiyoh..d stuffs there ar…all sound like KA-CHING KA-CHING KA-CHING!!!! seriously cut-throat prices…tsk tsk tsk…one bloody shirt can cost up to rm500+++ cheapest is like rm100++…..tsk tsk tsk….so expensive..so…window shop odi…went back..aunty and audrey went to church..i and dave koko went down to d gym..haha..
i was on d treadmill for 30 mins…when i stop ar..aiyo..so dizzy…not because i’m tired…it’s because i suddenly stop moving…lolz..so sat down a lil’ while..den ok d…hahah..den tried d big machine..got weights wan..uhh..i dunno how 2 describe..but i veli cacat la..hahah..den go carry dumbells..XD hahah..den went back up…bath..went out to eat…at "wai sek gai" hahah…为吃街..hahah…den dace bought dvd…he bought so many..XD
den went back d…audrey ask me 2 pick out some movies which i wanna watch..so i pick out..30 days of night..happy feet…and stardust…den i read book..den suddenly junne n yen sms me saying dat BIGBANG is on KBS!!!!! i was like…NOOOO!!! >.< dave koko was watching football..T.T i cant interrupt rite…it’s no manners…i sat there…felling depressed….T.T read my book…finished it…it’s a good book..^^ heheh..den went to sleep..
next morning..audrey woke me up..say go swimming..*gins* it’s d moment i’ve been waiting for…heheh…changed into her extra swimsuit..den went down..fuh…d water ar…so darn cold..brrr…audrey taught me how 2 swim!! ^^ den after a while..dave koko came down..and swim oso…haha…lucky i not so hopeless case as d bicycle..haha…den swim d..went up..bath..went out to market…bought odi..den..went to eat…dey went to eat indian food..
so spicy…T.T i didn’t finish d rice..but i finished most of d veges…XD well..at least i tried!!! XD den went back…watch 30 days of night….it’s a movie which is a waste of money and time..it’s really really NOT scary…it’s very lame…very dumb..very stupid…if you wanna know wad is d story bout…ask me…den dave koko went out..so did audrey and aunty..so i was alone..i watched happy feet!!
it’s a really really nice movie!! d newborn penguins are SO DAMN CUTE!!! makes me feel like i wanna cuddle them…aahhh!! so cute!! ^^ heheh…den aunty and audrey came back d luu..den leh..help dem cook a lil’ bit…den went swimming again…dis time..i swam a few strokes..hahah…i kept on drinking d awful chlorinated water of d pool…urgh…i have no idea how much water i drank d…hahah..but at least i know to swim d…XD well..i know a lil’ bit..XD
den went up..bath…sat down..dave’s parents came..join us for dinner..dey say d road veli jam…eat d…watch stardust…it’s a very GOOD movie…i loved it…^^ hahah…den watch d…ngam ngam 11.30pm…half an hour more to fireworks!! yay!! den went out on d balcony…can c "the curve"..klcc…uhh…and some other places…really really nice…it’s not big..but..can see…other ppl there oso came out on d balcony and see…some kids were screaming…tsk tsk..
hahah…so…see odi…it started to rain..i was thinking…wat a nice way to start a new year…washing off d dirt..hahah…XD so…ate ice cream…aunty went and called y house..*smacks forehead* i din’t know till i came in back..i was like har?? den i took d phone..spoke to koko…i already told her dat opop WILL be asleep at this hour…but she still called…i know if ppl call at this hour…opop will think dat some emergency happened…seriously..*smacks forehead*…
den sleep…woke up kinda late…11.50am like dat..hahah..den pack up…ate brunch…den went 2 bus stop…i was hoping d bus didn’t leave odi..cz we reached there at bout 1.10 where the bus is supposed to be at 1pm…but the bus didn’t arrive till it’s 1.40pm like dat…phew…what a relieve…den went up…slept almost the whole way back..hahah..den went home..hahah…n dat’s d END!!! d end of my hols…hahh..
Things which i learned…KL ppl timing is always off..having their dinner/lunch/breakfast late…KL ppl dun mind driving an extra mile to avoid jams…KL stuffs are 100 times more expensive than Ipoh..(who am i kidding..it’s KL) ..hahah..KL roads are more complicated than i thought…I learned to swim…KL ppl don’t mind paying for expensive but delicious food…KL ppl are very generous in their spendings..KL ppl are fit cause they have LARGE shopping malls to walk in…KL malls have more varieties…KL ppl would line up for hours just to buy a box of donuts…(seriously..)
hahah…dat’s all..XD for pics…go to my other blog…http://yijern.tabulas.com haha..will be posting it real soon..^^ HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
PUAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!!! I’M SO BLOODY HAPPY TODAY!!! XD
ok…first leh…i was sleeping…den suddenly d house phone rang…it took me a while to realise dat i have to answer it..hahah…i ran out..hit my pinky toe against something..a chair i think…it HURT a LOT….!!! when i reached d phone…it stopped ringing…*smacks forehead* den i heard opop’s car…i went back to bedroom…want to get more sleep…was so sleepy..toe still hurt..
opop came in…woke me up…i reluctantly get up…sat on d floor outside…feeling sorry for my poor lil’ pinky toe..it hurt so much la..till my toenail broke..so pain!! it still hurts..but nt as much…brush teeth..changed..went for breakfast…ate wan tan mee…
in town wan..so called d best wan tan mee…but it seems normal to me..lolz…den went to school..take PMR results…i was so scared…went to badminton court there..saw lotsa ppl…lotsa lala mui….hahah…saw in d canteen there..ppl taking d..saw junne n qing..follow dem…dey din see me…search for pn zainah…so crowded..aish…
found d…stood behind junne…i was feeling so DAMN scared!!! opop expected me to get just bout 3A’s like dat…so bad la…T.T while waiting…gosh..i nearly cried when junne told me dat our class oni got 23 ppl get staright A’s….i was like..oh my gosh…am i one of them?? so many smart ppl in our class….do i have a chance?? seriously…was so damn scared…den pn zainah called out my name…
"Lim Yi Jern"…..i raised my hand…and said.."sini..sini.." den i took d paper…den i saw!!! ALL A’s!!!!! den i was like 8O den…squirmed out of the crowd…go opop there…still happy and shock…tears started coming out…not dat i’m sad…but i’m HAPPY!!! tears of joy!! den opop called mummy…talked to mummy..more tears come out…lolz…den hang up…den opop realised dat i was crying..he said.."aish..crying…silly girl…" hahah…den he took out his handkerchief and gip me…XD hahah…
den call aunt judy…talk…blah..opop told me dat he called koko..and dis is his conversation with koko..
opop: your sister taking results ar..
ko: o
opop: wan to know ar??
ko: o..
opop: she got 7A’s ar..
ko: har?
opop: 7A’s…
ko: o…
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such an expresionless freak…ish…he could at least said congrats…!! tsk…hahaha…den i saw junne jumping..and shouting…"yay!! I got it!!" lolz…den i saw qingx…she oso got 7A’s ..^^ good!!! hehehe..den chat a lil’ while…follow qingx to telephone her dad n grandpa..she laughed so evil-ly at each convo…hahah…she was like…"eheheheh…wo na dao 7 li A’s ar..ehehehh" lolz…
den went to mummy’s working place…so far!!! her boss veli nice..veli friendly…^^ hahah..den went back home..sms audrey..sms uncle & aunty yeoh..sms karen…XD hehehe…den before dat…kar yee smsed me at 10 sumthing..asking whether i take d anot…den i say take d..she said she just woke up…swt…lolz…
hahahahahahah…veli happi…on d way back stopped at grandma’s house…woke her up..told her…she gave rm50..den went home..sit lil’ while…uncle n aunty yeoh came…take me go lunch..makan kenny rogers…hahah..den went to tesco..he wan 2 buy some stuffs for church..lucky draw wor..den went to "yum cha" with them…heheh…den went to his house…he gave me karen’s christmas present..i mean..karen asked him to pass to me d present..it as a bracelet..it’s nice..i like it..^^ i got rm50 angpao oso..heheh..XD
den opop cum…go home..open computer…on9!!! bath…went out for dinner….went to PIZZA HUT!!! XD hehehe…yummy pizza…veli full…den cum bak..pack..cz tmr go kl..^^ heheh…den on9 till now…XD
so in conclusion….I’m VELI HAPPY!!!! HAHAHHAHA…i got rm350 from mummy…she said she promised 1A rm50…but i dun recall her saying dat…XD hahahah….I’m SO HAPPY!!! and ar…opop say he’s gonna get me a new handphone!!! YAY!!! and he got me a pendrive 2day..^^ hahahahah…my new computer is gonna cum next week!! can’t wait!! XD
oooohhh YEAH!!!! *throws confetti* *party*
I been wanting to blog since the past few days…but somthing always gets in the way…hahah…like..finding HAWT HAWT pics of Junsu…hahah…
Last 2 days was Junsu’s b’day…man..i spammed his iple like anything la…HAHHHAHAH…well..i was bored..and everytime my messages been covered by someone else in just a few minutes..hahahahah…so i spam lo…i guess he must have hate me..hahah…lolz..i think i’m obsessed over him…AH~~~
last 2 days…oso is d thai concert…aihx..junsu celebrated his bday there…aihx..d thai fans ar..fuiyoh..GENG!!!! bring big big banners..and all d lightsticks were RED!!! so good..so it’s like a red sea..really…and a lot of LED boards oso…hahah…so geng..and d stadium is full wan…omo..i was so envious…well..i didn’t get to go to any concerts…so…oh well…my luck la…
hehhhe…and ar…xiahday aka junsu’s bday…was celebrated in china..fuiyoh…got 3 teir cake…etc etc….poster berlambak lambak…really…HEBAT!!! *thumbs up* hahah…
ok…next topic…BIG BANG!!! another fever…hahah..now i’m obsessed of their latest song..Last Farewell!!!! i LOVE that song!! omo…i kept on spamming d cbox in jjk with d lyrics..hahhaah…yen got fed up and challenged me jz now…PUAHAHAHAHHA…but her mum wanted to use d comp after like 2 minutes…hahahha….cacat…and ar….seungri..a member..injured his ankle during some rehersal…T.T and GD volunteered to take over his place..he practiced till 6am…omo..POOR GD!!!! T.T waaa…he shud get some rest…he’s been working so hard…and dunno for another performance..all d members stayed up for 2 nights straight…practicing and recording…like..omo..why?? get some rest la…
*sobx* and..and..there’s this poll…who is d best leader..first leh..yunho lead with 400++ votes..and GD was nt far behind…but i posted dis in jjk..den 2day i saw..omo…yunho leads with 6500+++ votes…like OH MY GOSH!!!! den i feel bad for gd…GD!!! sowee….T.T my fave and i didn’t vote for you..so sorry..T.T i feel so bad….really…i feel REALLY REALLY BAD…T.T aihx…
aihx…T.T and ar..back to seungri…during sbs inkigayo performance…he was dancing and singing…and he was hurt during dat time!!! T.T nearly end d..he was limping…and his expression was like.."OUCH"…i see oso i feel pain…T.T silly seungri…den ar..he was rushed to d hospital for check up..and did not recieve d award with d others..T.T when GD was giving d speech..he said dat d award was dedicated to seungri..and his eyes were teary..aww…he’s crying..T.T i see oso…心痛….really..
aihx….GET WELL SOON SEUNGRI!!! cz..if u don’t get well..gd oso very san fu…cz he has 2 take over your place…so u mz get well!! XD
B to the I to the G (BANG!!! BANG!!!) oh yeaH!!!!
My comments on each and every next topic:
Group Leader: Mah Weng Wai-he ar..very blur..when nervous dat time you can see his hands shivering…hahah..like to curi ayam when marching…
Asst: Isabell- uhm…she did more work than the leader i think..she’s not blur..that’s one thing for sure..hahah..
QM1: Tean Zi Yuan- gt best camper…uhm..princess…like to talk alot..hehe..^^;
QM2: Leong Jia Wei- the shortest and smallest in d group..alwiz haf chest pain after running..pity her..command very nyaring..i’m nt used to it..
Members(Guys): Wong Yoong Xiang- he is also known as "mr.cincai" aka "class no.1" aka "tong sampah" aka "MBI"…cz he finishes up d unwanted food..hahahah…he likes to say 废话..alot…hahah..
Soo Jye Wen- the durian tree and queen in our sketch..quite sporting…his looks is a lil’ blur..hahah..
Chong Kok Yan- uhm..he ar…either he tells cold jokes or i cant listen properly whenever he talks to me..so i ignore his quotes..haha..
Thivagar- he lost our flag..T.T which made me hated him for a moment..he’s very quiet..disisihkan wan…aihx..no comment..
Chan Yiing Herng- was missing in d bus when on d way which made us confused of his name which made us call him chan wong yiing herng…hahah..nt much comment on him…
Members(Girls): Yuen Cheng- she ar..uhm..alwiz speak canto till i haf 2 remind her everytime..english or bm only!! aihx..nearly got sick during camp..
Chee Shiau Wen- she drew the flag..most of the flag credits goes to her..she’s d darkest..quite nice person..^^
Low Zi Yan- she ar..hmm..nt much comment….but she’s nice..^^
Fasi: Cheah Kah Wai- he hurt his leg..dat’s why he’s always d last fasi to come EVERYTIME!!!! T.T aihx..he hardly smiles..only saw him smile during commando cross..and after we won..hahaha..ok la he…nt bad…nt bad…i mean as in an instructor…^^
Sir Yow: Host of "who wants to be a millionaire" aka "who wants to escape"….he lied to me and nearly caused me to pump 20 times!! T.T but lucky i didn’t…he slightly lost his voice..hahah..likes to kenakan mgs…T.T
Sir Lim: his ceramahs are interesting…fierce anot i’m not sure…strict anot…yes…
Mdm Song: she’s quite fierce..when she’s mad…which made her a lil’ scary…and don’t be decieved by her gentle and sweet looks..she can punish you and scold you like hell..T.T
Sir Lim Sing Kong: his ceramahs are boring…i pancing-ed ikan odi…hahah…seriously…he shud get a better method of teaching..
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that’s all on humans…next…non-living stuffs…
Food: I don’t like the fish…i don’t eat fish..why must they give fish during camps..T.T and..d buffet..sucks..the only food i pass was the sausage and nugget..even the drink didn’t pass..it’s sooo darn sweet..can get diabetes…tsk tsk tsk..last day punya lunch..d curry was too hot…eat until i die…
Games: Throwing egg- why didn’t the straws protect the egg??? T.T
Drawing map- Why all groups draw shit as toilet la…dumb…
Treasure hunt- Someone stole our groups clue..hate it..need more torchlights..
Commando Cross- Need more time to finish the whole game..shud be made compulsory for all teams to finish all stations..and shud haf seperated where we shud go..den won’t kelam kabut…need more water games..*evil grins*
Malam Mesra- AJKs didn’t perform..nt fair!!! Should have given us more time to practice..
Overall comments for games- need more time!!!!!
Bathrooms/Bath time: Need more time maybe 10 minutes…and make sure that there’s enough water supply..unlike during commando cross..the water supsly is soooo small..bath wad wor…we st john shud put hygiene ahead first…tsk tsk tsk…
Marching: I wished it rained more during that time..lucky it was drizzling..rather than the scorching sun…thank god!!!
Morning Excercise: goodness…it’s like punishment time..there’s pumping/down…running..omg..like…omg…after morning excercise still got punishment…aish..teruk la…
Supper: pls…pls..don’t give anything to eat anymore!! no red beans..no biscuits…no nothing solid!!! liquid is okay…just not too sweet…
Photography shoot: very crowded…but what to do..so many ppl…hahaha…
Flag: shud give white colour cloth..but make it compulsory for all teams to paint every bit of it..means no white colour left…cover the whole cloth..then nt bendera putih lo…hahah..
Kitchen stuffs: shud assign a specific place for each team to wash their stuffs..then like dat ntg will get mixed up..and ask eeryone to label their stuffs…
Bus trip back: Tell us la that ajks sitting oso..den won’t tertinggal…tsk tsk tsk…
that’s all la….hahahah…now i wanna say my thank yous!!!
Thank you all sirs…sarjans..pemangku sarjans..for all the experience..punishments..T.T….and presents!!! Thank you sir Chia for sponsering the best group presents!! ARIGATO!!!! hehehehe…
Ah~ I’m finally home after the 4 days and 3 nights of torture…hahah..nco camp!! ^^ home sweet home..it actually..d camp was torturing..but it was also fun…!! believe it anot..well..actually before i reached d camp..i already made up my mind..that..if i go to nco camp and come back w/o punishment..it’s no fun la..at least if i gt punished at least got things to talk about..to complain about..hahah..something to remember..^^
so at first go there..kumpul in hq..gat zat was nt well..cz she ate medicine..it was too strong which made her heart beat fast and can’t breathe..aish..dunno wad med is dat..made me sooo worried bout her cz reach sentosa school odi oso nt yet ok..in fact even worse..but haf 2 go on..*shrugs*
so walk inside..so far in..d school is sooo damn big!! in fact..it’s huge!!! like..omo..so big..d way in oso..like..1km long..lolz..i think i’m exaggerating..hahah..so walk in odi..put bags down..heavy like anything..hahah..den register..hand out all wallets,hp,etc…food…i mean sweets..nt food…hahah..den get our tags..aka "gao pai"..dog license..hahhaha..hang around our neck..t-shirt..blue colour wan..hehe..naik bendera..briefing..arrange rooms where to sleep..on d 3rd floor….so high..T.T..aihx..den go canteen eat..no nid cook…^^
den clean up..order of st.john course..lucky dat time i’m still fresh..din pancing ikan..hahah..after that..kumpul again..gt ppl pancing ikan..kena denda..lolz..den gt games..throw egg frm 4th floor mz nt pecah wan..aihx..oni aries group din pecah..others..mati kiao odi..XP heheh..den clean up..den marching..fuiyoh..so tiring la..den turun bendera..den bath/eat/clean up…den go up dewan..gt majlis perasmian..but dr micheal cheong cum late so majlis suai kenal first..omo..so many ajk..wan 2 remember oso so hard..and oh yea..my left leg hurt dat time..to be more precise..my left calf..so did kar yee’s..she sat beside me..heheh..we were both massaging our calfs..like ouch..ouch…ouch..my leg..ouch…heheh..
den go down..each step i take..fuiyoh…i mean down the stairs la..i was like..ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch…hahah..really pain..den supper..perbincangan kumpulan..sleep..duty..zzzzzz…
night duty really funny..my group walk at tempat kawad kaki there ma..and canteen..so at first very harworking wan..walk one round kawad kaki there then go canteen walk one round straightaway go walk to kawad kaki there again..den 2nd round go canteen..i sat down..others..went and lie down d bench there..sleep..AHAHAH..like seriously..AHAHHA..i sat there looking out for ajks…XP..den after a while..i call them 2 wake up and walk again…den go back 2 canteen sleep…hehehe..XP..
finish duty…go 2 sleep…so darn cold la…XD…next morn..5.30am…wake up..sooo drowsy…brush teeth..keep stuffs..go down..urgh..sleepy like anything..den gt senaman pagi…like punishment time like dat..run rounds..pumping..T.T den naik bendera..den eat breakfast..i was knocked down by the fact that we had to eat bread+peanut butter for breakfast..like..OMG…i eat this stuffs EVERYDAY!!!!! like..NOOOOOOO!!!! aihx…i ate extra cz the others wont finish it..T.T…so torturing..den gt ceramah again..dis time sir lim jit theam is d penceramah..nt so boring..at times i was about to pancing ikan den i woke up again..i kept on pinching myself to keep awake..den marching…aihx…so tiring..leg so pain..but kenot curi ayam…
i dun wanna run rounds..den lunch..cook/eat..oh yea..our flag was missing on d first night..aihz..got punishment..T.T during lunch..i made sure it was nt stolen when we’re cooking..no ajk steal..eat…finish…kumpul at lobi..for next ceramah..aihx..organisasi sjam..sir lim sing kong..so boring..i fell asleep a few times..but i jerked myself awake…den i pinch myself..aihx..so darn boring….den marching again..aihx..den gt games again..draw sentosa map on mahjong paper..our group draw until like duno what…hahaha…den present..^^
other groups draw shit to represent toilet..except for our group..heheh…our tapak kawad kaki is a hand print..cz pumping there..heheheh…den turun bendera..den eat/bath/clean up..after i bath..ok fine..i didn’t bath..i changed oni..den when i came down d stairs..sir yow is there..OH NO!! like..NOOO….he wan 2 play "who wants to be a millionaire"…T.T aihx..i knew this day would come..so he ask me who is not d pegawai turus for hq..a.ramli bin othman b.daniel farid etc etc etc…i forgot what are the other choices..he said oni gt 1 talian hayat..sir foo..T.T no use..sure bluff wan..aihx..so i din use..he said "anda pasti? tadi kawan kamu kar yee baru pump 20 kali.." so i said.."pump pump lo.." it’s no big deal odi..the whole day we’ve been pumping and down so many hundreds of times..so i choose "A"..correct wan..he said sry..jawapan anda salah..pump 20 kali…so terrible la..so i got ready to go down..den he said..tak payah la..betul betul..pergi pergi…so i march away…XP..
den leh..reach canteen odi..yuen cheng told me that our flag missing odi..i was like HAR??!!!! missing again??!!! den i ask how hilang wan..like..omg..again…die la..now duno run how many rounds..T.T die la die la…then continue eating..d rice nt cooked..felt like vomiting when i’m swallowing every grain..urgh..den clean up..done everything..den games..treasure hunt..find clues..of words..found first clue odi..my stomach started to ache..went 2 toilet..came back..help to find again..find find find..done..den we didn’t get 2 find 2 clues..cz missing odi..duno why..d ajk who guided us was cheah wai hoong…he’s quite nice..gip us alot of tips..^^
den done odi..supper/perbincangan kumpulan..sleep…no nid night duty..yay! i woke up earlier than usual..cz i was shivering..so cold..and plus..i had stomachache..again…i blame d rice..XP..3rd day odi…woke up..brush teeth..go down..excercise..naik bendera..punishment for losing d flag again!! T.T last night means d 2nd night la..i cried cz i was so frustrated and angry for losing d flag again..like seriously…AGAIN!!! den leh..breakfast..maggi mee..ceramah..no fasi jaga..hahah..sir lim jit theam penceramah..nt boring..din pancing..den marching again…den rest..den lunch..woohoo!!last time cooking!! yeah!
den change to full u…order of sja exam…i finished it in like..10 minutes..den i sleep…hahah..so gud…a very nice nice sleep..ah~ in 2 sleepless nights..^^ den kumpul..change for commando cross..puahahahah..water+dirt games!!!! yay!! we ran round d school searching for a stop..all taken..aiks..so go padang..gt one there..hehe..make human pyramid 4 layers..kenot..so bahagi 2..girl one..boy one..hahaha..den done!! next..i later explain la..^^ finish commando cross odi..bath..3 groups bath first..i was so cold la dat time..shirt all wet odi..shivering..brrr…den when we bath dat time..no water wor!!! like wth!! i forgot 2 take my soap 2 d bathroom oso..so actually lucky i din take..if not when oni can wash d soap off..
haha..so bath odi..come down..eat dinner..gt buffet..but d food nt nice wan..den malam mesra..^^ our performance..hahha..lucky our performance berjaya..well..to me it’s considered berjaya..cz we did not practice at all..haha..so finish odi..perbincangan kumpulan..den sleep….
4th day!!! woohoo!! last day!!! naik bendera..breakfast..bread again..T.T aihx…den change to full u again for ujian bertulis..aihx..it was kinda easy..done it in bout 15 minutes..hahah..den sleep…zzzzzzZZzzz…ah~ nice nice sleep…den penilaian kawad kaki..^^..my commands are easy..no nid 2 walk n gip..heheh..den go up dewan..gt maklum balas..so many questions and answers..hahhaha..den clean up d campsite..packed all luggage down..lunch..majlis penutupan..awards!!! heheh..
first dey umum kumpulan terbaik!! is….*drum rolls* CANCER!!!! my group!!! yeah!!! actually..in d real situation..when ccp announced..there was a moment of silence…..like.."dan kumpulan yang terbaik ialah…cancer…" then the whole dewan "…….*haystack rolls pass*….." then someone said.."har?" i was also like..HAR??? cancer???? r u sure??? v lost our flag 3 times and got punished a LOT!!! we could’ve been considered d worst group ever existed…!!!! we were so shocked!!! omo…still am..^^
den best male camper…tean zi yuan!!! from cancer group too!!! yeah!!! belanja makan!!! PUAHAHAHAHAH…den best female camper…GAT ZAT!!!! WOOHOO!!! MGS!!!! YAY!!!! ^^ happi happi!!
den take photo…den done!!! camp finish!!! YAY!!! I SURVIVED!! den take more pics!! take with faci…hahah..no more punishment!!! yay!!! den go home…whole gang of mgs in d bus so noisy..like crazy odi..hahaha….done…will post another topic bout this later..hehe..a more organized one..heheh..
oh yea..on d 2nd night…got sos…so cacat la our group..heheh..nvm…now over liao!!
night!!!
nco camp….is one thing which is in my list of fears for now…aihx..dat day gt camp briefing..divide into groups odi..i got into cancer group..what a coincidence…i’m a cancerian…hahah…for those who are slow..cancer is a horoscope! not the sickness!
hahah..so…d ajks all picked odi..den bincang lo…flag do what ar..who bring this bring that ar…when meet again ar…etc etc..d group leader leh..quite quiet la…well it’s someting usual when you don’t know anyone..*shrugs*
so oh well…meet again on monday..got together..bincang sketch and cheer..flag in d process of making..so during d meeting..suddenly our missing fasci turned up…lolz..he’s quite friendly..but also quite fierce..aihx..oh well..then he suddenly said dat we haf to bring his stuffs for him oso wor! we were like..HAR?? baldi utk mandi oso bring for him ar?? den he said yes..lolz..other ppl bring..i oni bring chopping board..lolz..*evil grin*
den our fasci went missing again..lolz..so bincang bincang..someone suggested to do d sketch like a singing audition..using hsm song..my heart was like..what? aiiyeerrr….well..cause i got fed up of hsm..haha..but since i have no other idea..so i just kept quiet and added some ideas to make d sketch more interesting rather than singing oni..lolz..haha…den ppl went home..paint flag..go home..
today..meet up again..asst said d sketch very cacat..i said YEA!! den change odi…hahah..i wont tell you la..in case terbongkar..haha..so bincang bincang..done..cheers oso done..but i duno how is it..tmr oni know..haha..den went home…
i keep getting a headache since saturday..everytime on d way back home sure got headache..hahah…i think there’s 3 probable causes..one..the heat..two..not enough oxygen..three..not enough sleep…but i think it’s the heat..it’s been so warm and hot these days…damn it la..i have camp oni so hot..ish….camp>marching>under HOT sun>become dark>headache>sad…..dat’s what i’ll get..i have a fear for the sun already…
i need to migrate to a colder country…Korea maybe?? hahah…dream on la me…^^ hahaha….so…dat’s all la…i hope nco won’t be so suffering…i hope i won’t need to do pumping guys version…T.T dat’s wad sir yow said..gurls pumping guys style..i don’t wan…when i go down odi can’t come up…T.T aish…dammit…
gtg…bye!
well…someone had read my blog…ahahah…and she feels offended….i don’t actually care..lol…"words can cut where knives can’t"…lol…that’s true..but ever heard of "you won’t know unless you’re in their shoes"….?
someone else won’t be able to experience what I’m feeling..and I can’t experience what others are feeling..so..everyone’s point of view is different..VERY different..some might find something like punk is a very good thing to follow..but to others..they might think those people are SICK SICK people..rebelious and rude bunch of kids..apparently..i’m in d middle..i do think punks are rebelious and a rude bunch of kids..but i also think their clothings are nice..
this is what i meant by VERY different point of views..there’s 360 degrees..when i look at something..i might look at it at a 97 degrees angle..others might look at it at a 97.6degrees angle..a slight difference..very slight..less than a degree..but that could bring a WHOLE lot of difference..no one thinks the same..not even twins..or a best friend..no one.."great minds think alike" ? sometimes..yes…maybe..i don’t know..
When 2 different people look at a problem..one might think it’s VERY easy to solve..just do this and that..the other might be scratching his/her head thinking very hard to solve that problem..experience makes things easier..exposure..yea..it’s not false..it’s true..but not everyone gets the chance to get the exposure..not everyone is that tough..everyone is a weakling at first..no one’s strong..some might be slower..some might be stronger..but no one’s that tough..
i might be very immatured…no wait..i am very immatured..if you compare me with the others..i’m sorry..but it’s me! I’m still learning..baby steps..i’m a very scaredy cat kind of person…someone who needs a lot of encouragement to do something..most of the encouragements come from others..but to me..it’s mostly from myself..or am i wrong? nah…no one knows..
if something is shallow to you…it’s deep for me..like i said…everyone looks from different point of views..i know i’m annoying..a lot of people told me that before..and if someone tells me that no one gossips about me..i tell you…i DON’T BELIEVE IT!! everyone is a backstabber..big or small..everyone is..i know there are plenty of people who hates me…
whether they tell it out anot..i don’t care..hypocrisy..everyone is a hypocrite…yes..everyone is a hypocrite..am i a spoilt brat?? yea..of course..who isn’t?? what you deal with and what i deal with is different…our parents are different..we are brought up differently..with different backgrounds..different teaching..etc etc etc…that’s why we have different personalities..
well…sometimes we get along..sometimes we don’t…i don’t care..i’ve already warned those who reads my blog..and i apologise..to those who had felt offended..so there…i’m done..
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i’m hungry…gotta go eat something first!! byex!
yesterday’s tvxq concert…i did not attend it…honestly..i’m very sad about it…i’m also deeply jealous of my friends…of those who can get the chance to go..very very deeply jealous…i feel so unlucky…aihx…
everytime junne,kar yen and pingqing talks bout it…i feel a stinging pain in my heart…i just feel sad…self pity…but i know i can’t show it..i dun wana spoil the excited feelings blasting out from them…i’d be a spoil brat if i do…
i just really really REALLY hope they passed the wretched scrapbook which we made..with all our hearts..Junsu!! pls read it!! *prays* i just really really…hope…eventhough i cant go to the concert..at least a piece of my heart and me is there..
JUNNE!!!YEN!!PINGQING!!! I DEMAND A FANCAM!!! lolz…nah..i dun think anyone fancam-ed junsu…dey rather fancam their faves…none of them like junsu..why? i dunno…
if you ask me why i like junsu…most probably it’s because of his charisma…i think i like guys with charisma..like in 5566, i like 仁甫cause he’s always so talkative and happy and full of charisma..yea..i think i’m attracted to that..
charisma…it’s something i think i lack…seeing someone so full of charisma..makes me wanna be with him/her…as a friend, as a fan, anything really…someone with charisma will complete me maybe? and…seeing that person who has so much charisma so sad..makes me sad too…maybe it’s like a piece of me is missing once again…it tears me apart…
it’s very..or quite hard to find someone with so much charisma nowadays…and if you ask me "what about your friends??" i’m sorry to say…they are not charismatic..they are just talkative and wild..and really someone who gives me headaches when they shout unneccasarily…or ignores what i’m saying…
i guess my dad is right…they ARE wild…yea…parents are always right…well..most of the times at least…i wished i didn’t get so close to them..junne,yen n pq i mean…kar yee and bx is alright…pui yan is a lil’ wild..well she is the one who always shouts unneccasarily…i hate it when she does that..it makes her sooo immatured…
che said…a true friend is very hard to find…someone who goes through thick and thin together..like the ones you see in movies..people think those friends who they are close to are true friends…but they sometimes get it wrong….like me…some friends i think which i can keep is…kar yee..bao xin..though sometimes i hate her..but..she’s quite dependable when you’re in trouble..jia min..but she’s leaving already..
friends who i think is not advisable to keep..junne..pingqing..yen..i’m sorry to say this..but..it’s true..other than tvxq, sjam, there’s ntg much to talk bout..except dat junne always complains bout her sisters and bro…it sometimes interesting to listen but sometimes you just get fed up with it..because it’s like she’s doing all the talking and not letting you a chance to talk..she wants all the attention..etc..some goes to yen n pq…
and those 3 "friends" i think they give me more negative influence than positve…i should cut down as many negative influence as possible..i dun wanna turn out bad..or a sick emo goth girl…or..a whiny baby who whines and complains about everything..anything which got to hard to handle..
aihx…i’m sorry if you read this blog and feel very offended..but a blog is supposed to be an expression of someone’s deep feelings and thoughts..so everything i wrote is true…but i still consider everyone a friend..good friends..but not the best or the truest…just good enough to accompany me till my highschool days are over…
Aish…2day’s d last day of school…T.T i know i shud be happy cz of hols…but..but…next year i’ll be stepping into form 4..i’ll be 16 years OLD…OLD!!!! gosh…i feel 16 years old is very old…aish..
i have no idea why is 16 called sweet sixteen…it shud be sour sixteen…and fabulous fifteen…hahah…16 seems…old..
somehow..15 seems like the right age..and..dis year of skul just ended…T.T and quite alot of people is leaving..*sobx* jia min’s leaving to Kampar..mun yee left for america..jean mae’s leaving for australia..so is simone…T.T sumore hu ar…lemme think…ah! koh jia yen leaving for china..though i’m nt close with her..but..it’s like EVERYONE’s leaving…it makes me feel sad…real sad…and jia min..
i’m quite close with her..she’s my big bro…when she leaves..things won’t be d same odi..there’ll be less one person to tease..to laugh with..to go through school life with…and just imagine..in form 5..everyone will be leaving..who knows when we’ll meet again? 1 month? 1 year? 10 years? maybe we’ll wont meet again..T.T we’ll all go our separate ways..live our lifes..leaving our memories embedded in our hearts and mind..deep down..
separation is a part of life..out with the old, in with the new…when an old one goes, a new one comes…i guess…旧的不走，新的不来。 aish…i feel so sad la..all of a sudden…maybe i’m afraid…fear for losing someone..but one day everyone has to go..
